I have never faced such a time I am passing over. Time flies, but I have been in the same place since November 1st. The loss of my father was the most traumatic event in my life. I can’t forget the pain. Without him, nothing is the same as before. I am trying hard to return to my normal life, but it doesn't seem easy without him. When I was a child, all problems ended with a single word from my father. Knowing that he is not with us anymore makes my heart shatter every time. He is always in my thoughts. But I have to go back to a conventional life.